In case it isn’t obvious, this is only my second post in the month of November. So what in the world is going on? Well, I’ve been asking myself that for several days. At first I felt like the internet needed me to be quiet for a few days so that there might be enough white space for people to process things other than 31 Days of Advent in October.
When it came time to put thoughts into words, sentences, paragraphs and posts again, and I struggled to do it, it dawned on me I am experiencing what I have decided to call a Writing Party Hangover. Another blogger, Emily Freeman, recently posted that every year in October she writes for 31 days straight and then finds that she has nothing to say in November. Well, I am experiencing something completely different. I have so many thoughts swirling around in my head, it’s like a three-ring circus in here…in fact, it’s like a three-ring circus plus clowns and jugglers circling the perimeter, plus little kids on a sugar high squealing with delight and I think I heard a train whistle. And they are all vying for my attention.
Sometimes writing, for me, is like giving those thoughts a safe place to land. With the Writing Party Hangover it’s been really hard to just pick one thought, help it land onto the virtual page and then let it become a more fully developed idea. But in some sense I don’t think this space is necessarily for completely developed ideas, more like ideas in process.
So, this morning I decided to break up my routine to help me look at things differently and hopefully get some of this circus of thoughts out of my head (now there’s a title for a post – Circus of Thoughts or Head Circus or How to Get the Circus Out of Your Head). See what I mean? It’s just a big mess in here. God bless everyone who has actually tried to have a face-to-face conversation with me lately.
Hopefully unplugging from technology, being quiet, and working in a different room will shake some things loose for me and something coherent may come together. Or not. They say identifying the problem is the first step towards solving it.